Greetings my reader(s), I haven't written anything on my blog recently. And since I have nothing to do at this moment, I thought I'd write a post. So, around two days ago, I was bored and thinking to myself about certain things. When I get bored and think, my thoughts get interesting. This certain thought stood out in particular. I wondered, If I died today, who would miss me. And I sat there. Thinking. A few people stood out, but not many. That sorta makes me sad. So I wondered why it was that I didn't really think many people would miss me. I ended up with 2 ideas. Perhaps didn't make a big enough impact in enough people's lives. Or maybe my standards for people who I think would miss me are too high. Either way, these days I feel down.
Another thought I had was about the person I like. Maybe, it's too early to have someone I like. I see her most days at school and then I feel helpless. She's just standing there, in reach, yet even so, It's still too far. I don't talk to her too much at school. Sometimes I'll try to strike up a conversation with her on MSN. But, how can she (if ever) like me if the most conversation we ever have is over the internet. Perhaps just as my heart is set on her, maybe her heart is set on someone else. Another likely possibility is that she just doesn't want any part or thought of liking someone. Boy I sure hope it's the second one.
This post sure got personal real fast. Anyway, this is it for now since It's 11:20. I should go sleep. If by any chance you (the person i like) read this. I have no explanation. Forget you read it? Or consult me. You can do that too.
